I'm ready for college. I'm ready to be done with high school. I had a great 4 years(for the most part), but it's time for me to do something else. I'm so excited about San Francisco. I met a lot of cool people and made some good friends for mostly the past 3 years, but I just feel like San Fran is going to provide me with so many opportunities I could never get in the desert. I know that I'll be scared when I leave, but it's a good kind of scared. My mom really wants me to go to COD, but there's nothing in the world that could make me stay here any longer than I have to. I'm ready for a change, I'm ready to move to fucking San Francisco.
I'm tired of being around high school kids. Some are great, don't get me wrong. But for so long I've half-way been in a lot of groups. Where I'm friends with them and I occasionally hang out with them, but I've never been "in" a group. Some friends have questioned our friendship because of one thing or another, I've ruined some friendships, other people have ruined some friendships, or we were just separated. Whatever the reason, I honestly don't think I've made a friend that will be my friend 10 years from now. I could be wrong, and in some cases I really hope that I am, but I just have that feeling.
I think, no I know, that I'm going to meet great people in college. I'm tired of being surrounded by the same 3,000 kids all the time. I'm ready to start over and change my life into exactly what I want it to be.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
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