"How could you think you saw them, unless you saw them?!"

Well the play is officially over, which feels really strange. I know that I only had a small part, but I was so happy just to get that. I was in theater last year and I was kind of friends with the people there, but not really. Just through this play I've grown a lot closer to people, well at least I hope I have. I really think that I'm making friendships that will last throughout the year. And this year I really needed to branch out and meet new people, and I'm glad I was able to do that. I'm really proud of everyone in the show, they are all such incredible actors. I plan on auditioning for the spring show, but I don't know if I'll make it, but I will definitely help out backstage if I don't, cause there's no way I'm not going to be a part of the spring show in some way.

The deadline to apply for UCs and CSUs is coming up very quickly and I'm stressing out. I'm going to spend the next couple of days finishing that up. I can't wait until first semester is over and I can start to relax a little. I feel so overwhelmed with everything, I just want to fall asleep and never wake up and dream for the rest of my life, too bad that's not possible.

I've had to deal with rejection lately, some subtle and some directly. And I'm trying my best to deal with it, and I think I'm doing alright. I know that rejection is a part of life and being upset about it 24/7 isn't going to solve your problems or make them disappear. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and I'm doing my best to stick to that philosophy.